There’s something satisfying in watching people interact/behave without knowing their being watched in every day situations.
(Not in a creepy manner)
The amount of reading I do is
One of the issues with me is that people misconstrue my fascination/interest in sex for obsession or it’s satisfaction physically.
It’s so much more than that, great sex is where two people can get together and have fun, yes, have sex, but it’s so much more than that, Sex is just the medium of connection, like a telephone cord to a phone, connecting one person on one side of the world to the other.
I feel that sex, real sex is where you can fully appreciate another person, truly understand what they’re like.
There is no hiding from each other, you are fully open and at one with one and another.
People ask me what I like enjoy about sex? It’s not the physical satisfaction, whilst it’s definitely appealing and satisfying, yes. It isn’t the thing I love most during sex, something so simple can be so powerful, look at today’s media, sexualisation sells. There is nothing more potent, alluring and more powerful than sex or sexualisation of an object/person within our civilization, but sex is just an act, something so basic, our purest of instincts, yet something that leads to something so complex, the make and break of relationships, the connection or just purely physical gratification, a social tool or one to make yourself feel better about yourself.
Not only that, but it’s universal. Sex as itself is so focused on morals and what you should and shouldn’t do, but the true idea of sex has been lost due to religion and high societal expectations pushed upon the masses, sex isn’t wrong, you cannot get sex wrong (well yes you can but you know what i mean). Even if the sex isn’t great, it still achieves it’s purpose. The sexual gratification, the satisfaction or improving ones social standing with another and the fertilisation (If you’re trying).
Real sex solves issues, we take it for granted, we under appreciate it and forget it’s real purpose and how to use that to our benefits towards happiness.
Sex is the greatest of tools in which we can all take part of, no one is excluded, it doesn’t separate minorities, races, creeds, anyone can partake, anyone can benefit from it. When done correctly, sex can bring great happiness, we as humans however, forget to remember that.
You know people really shit me when they complain about their student debt. Or the fact that they have no money. (Whilst having a student loan). And yet. They go out drinking, partying, buying materialistic shit.
I work hard for my money and I don’t spend it but it pisses me off when people have a go at me when I say “I have no money”.
I pay around 10 grand a year for my University fees. (Me. Not my parents. Me.)
Yet these people don’t understand the concept of saving beyond a couple of weeks and expect to be congratulated if they have saved $100 or something and “haven’t drank for two weeks”.
Like good for you. You’re doing well. But don’t complain to me about it when you have no money.
What’s worse is that people have the option of student loans but only a select few actually have the initiative to not use it. And what stabs me in the back is that they will never have to physically pay it. There is no lump sum payment from their bank account. A small amount will be debited from their pay each week.
The only thing I regret in my life, is regretting what I can no longer change.
Pasta, garlic bread, bread and cheese.