I feel like i am neglecting the personal side of my blog… Whilst i have not been on to allow you to see a lot of personal side of me i feel like i haven’t been offering any at all into my life. Many of you still ask me if i am a guy or a girl… (For the record I am Male).
On top of all this i think today shall be my blogging day, where i set everything up.. i hope to set up an FAQ for you guys… just to make it easier and avoid the questions that i often get asked…
So i’m going to be more personal, it will be a challenge for me, and i still will not reveal everything.. I cannot do that for fear of being found.. hurting those that whilst deserved to be hurt, it’s not my duty to do so…
With that, i am off to have a shower, to think to what restraints i should blog…
I’m in the mood to write, but with no actual ideas…
I hate this part of life, where thoughts are motionless, stagnant in a pool of water, only collecting the spawn of mosquitoes…
I hate feeling filthy..
If you have ideas, let me know.
Edit: Sorry for the fail of grammar… the lack of commas are common amongst my splurges.. i shall be more careful.. but really cannot be bothered correcting them.
Today’s youth confines tears within and endures much pain. We often hide tears until we are on our own somwhere, usually locked away in our rooms, to face our demons, angry and unhappy music filling the air with thick hysteria, rejection, gloom. Dreams diminished to the far reaches of your now only reality.
The darkness closes in, monsters creeping closer. Taunting comments, jeering, reminders of the troubled past. Emotive abuse.
Many of you can relate, many of you can feel this deep sadness now.
Yet there is always someone.
The curtains drawn open, pouring in light filling up the innermost cracks of the deep. Destruction. But only of the bad. Replenishment, but only of the good.
A friendly face, a helping hand. All that is required to brighten someone’s day.
Sadness only generates more sadness, it’s a vicious cycle.