I don’t know why I cannot sleep tonight, I’ve been trying for two hours unsuccessfully.
Things are good right now, they couldn’t improve much more, I’m on top of my studies, I have a trip to Africa booked for July, potentially a trip to NZ in December, and I have a hobby that is looking to be particularly personally rewarding to me.
So why am I not happy?
I just came across this post.
I think I know why now..
“I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.”